ATH-ON3 ONTO Headphones

Hey guys! Just helping JL post this:
She's selling authentic Audio-Technica ONTO headphones for just $24 dollars each! If you go look elsewhere, they cost around $35-$38 bucks... even at fairs! (believe me- i've been to SITEC, and it cost $38)
the three colours she has are white, pink and green (shown here). I'm not too sure about the shade of green, but this should be it, 'cos it's the most common one anyways...

negotiations are okay, but seriously, it's a darn good price already.
it's a good time for that christmas gift ;)

contact me if you want them. but hurry! 'cos one may be going soon.
:]

W.R.

ladies and gentlemen, nothing further.

Be Happy... you and i, Be Happy...

The Bossini advertisements playing on TV now.
Really like their outfits. haha.

and OMG i wanna watch Alvin & The Chipmunks 2!!
so darn cute.
"All the single ladies, all the single ladies..."

HEEHEEHEE.

"Andrew, will you please, with cherries on top, marry me?""Alright, I don't appreciate the sarcasm, but I'll do it. See you tomorrow."

Watched The Proposal with Mom and bro's friend's sis Bianca yesterday. Still love it! <3

Can't help but burst out in laughter every time i think about the forest "nature-worshiping" thing she did with Gammy. But then, they're Alaskan (which is the latest- 50th- state to be added to the USA, has Canada separating it from the rest, and was- and probably still is, in some rural area, i think- kinda tribal and everything), so it's pretty alright for Gammy, but i think Margaret still has a long way to go in terms of spontaneous chanting.

To prove my point:

"To the window, to the window;

To the wall, to the wall;

To the sweat drip down my balls;

To all you bitches crawl!"

Touche, huh? XD

And as Ryan (or in this case, Andrew) so aptly puts it:

"You're a FREAK!"

STILL CAN'T BELIEVE SHE EVER FOUND THIS;can't i watch SYTYCD in peace?!

i swear, if she so much as walks past my door, i'm gonna knock her teeth out.
(wearing industrial strength gloves, of course - goodness only knows what goes on in that shit-hole.)

people fantasize about getting laid, i fantasize about killing her.

goodness help me
'cos i can't take this raging evil no more.

would you dance, if i asked you to dance?

omg, wade robson is so darn cute... and sexy.
the more i look at him... damn, boy.

he's even been to Singapore!
for some Overdrive (Hip-Hop) competition.

so bloody cute, right?
what is it with those aussies??

to dance with him.... ahhh, hotness.
i can only dream.

 song of the moment: hero - enrique iglesias

Because You Live

song of the moment: Because You Live - Jesse McCartney

make me feel worthy again.

CHARLIE; jetaime...

COALs, sadly, is over... but i'll never forget the experiences, the bonds, the friendships, the DANCING :D

INSTRUCTORS,
thank you guys.
so, so much.
you guys were always there for us
to encourage
to reprimand
to laugh
to help
even though we weren't always at our best.

CHARLIE,
i don't know if it was the work of a higher being,
but i ended up with you guys,
through the misplacement of my form.
haha.
though at first, i know,
i was quite the asshole,
you guys were always so nice to me.
and for that,
i am very grateful.
well, we've come so far,
and this is how it ends-
BEST CAMPFIRE AWARD.
you guys were so good,
even dancers were jealous ^^
so yeah, even though opportunities may be super slim,
keep dancing B)
(wriggling counts, too. HAHA)

through thick and thin (and sewing), i must say, we were always there for each other;

so yeah, my love goes out to all of you,
and lastly, keep the faith..
and remember this: carpe diem-seize the day;

one day, charlie the monkey (or monkeys, actually) shall rule the world.
'cos we are ZAI
yeah, baby.

Fireproof.

Love Is Not A Fight - Warren Barfield
Love is not a place
To come and go as we please
It's a house we enter in
And then commit to never leave
So lock the door behind you
Throw away the key
We'll work it out together
Let it bring us
To our knees

Love is a shelter in a raging storm
Love is peace in the middle of a war
And if we try to leave may God send angels to guard the door
No, love in not a fight...but it's something worth fighting for

To some love is a word
That they can fall into
But when their falling out
keeping their word is hard to do

Love is a shelter in a raging storm
Love is peace in the middle of a war
And if we try to leave may God send angels to guard the door
No, love is not a fight...but it's something worth fighting for

Love will come to save us
If we'll only call
He will ask nothing from us
But demand we give our all

Love is a shelter in a raging storm
Love is peace in the middle of a war
And if we try to leave may God send angels to guard the door
No, love is not a fight... but it's something worth fighting for

Yes, I will fight for you
Would you fight for me?
It's worth fighting for, baby.

Unloved.

feeling so unloved right now.

seriously, i know you do.
but seriously, try to remember stuff i say okay?
and seriously, don't compare. it annoys the hell out of me.

seriously, my attitude is screwed.

triple science people, TRIPLE SCIENCE.

my biggest regret?
not being able to do lit.
then again, i don't fancy killing my hands.
then again, i'll miss out on the UK LIT TRIP.
then again, i don't have the cash for that.
so, then again, my regret will "shrink".

then again, school ain't all about whatcha wanna do.

Blackwood Farm

"The young are eternally desperate... And books, they offer one hope- that a whole new universe might open up from between the covers, and falling into that new universe, one is saved."

-Lestat,

Blackwood Farm

How true, people, how true...

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streaming posting results tomorrow. don't wish me luck, 'cos i don't know what i'm hoping to luck out on, exactly. hah hah.

btw, picking up the pieces is pretty challenging.

random musings:

1.dragonboating was super fun.

2.i didn't end up getting a tan/sunburn.

3. the sunblock turned out to be effective.

4.i need a new blogskin.

okay this is seriously pretty accurate:
http://horoscopes.aol.tarot.com/astrology/horoscopes/zodiac-signs/?sign=aries


cca tmr. campfire item choreo-ing with irene tmr.
darn, should have wrapped my new purchases earlier.
oh well. waking up at 7.30 tmr.
must, nicole. MUST.

i don't really know what to feel.. really. about results and everything. worse still, gotta make choices by monday.

screwed up big time.
charlie, instructors, i'm really really sorry.
i failed.

classmates, read my latest fb note.
this one's for you, guys :)

arrivederci.

Tonight I Wanna Cry

Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away


I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To Hell with my pride let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry


Would it help if i turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way


I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To Hell with my pride let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To Hell with my pride let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

Keith Urban

LOVE

WHAT IS LOVE?
Love is a slow kiss goodnight, It's anticipation.
Love is flirting outrageously and still remembering that the person at your side is not obligated to do anything, It's respect.
Love is an imperfection in your self not bothering you, it's acceptance.
Love is passing up an opportunity because the time isn't right yet, It's patience.
Love is a back massage that starts above the hairline and ends around the insoles, it's exploration.
Love doesn't have to say, "lets make love," because you know what the other person wants, it understands.
Love is being given an honest chance to say no when you thought you were committed, it's consideration.
Love is both of you remembering protection, it's responsibility.
Love is saying the perfect phrase to make a solemn embrace dissolve into giggles, it's humor.
Love is being told "stop and i'll kill you." It's desire.
Love is reviewing the damage to your living room and realizing personal effects are strewn in a clockwise pattern from the front door the to bedroom, it's abandonment.
Love is seeing what your love really looks like for the first time, it's truth.
Love is knowing what time it is and not caring, it's joy.
Love is the arms around you tightening their embrace, it's ecstasy.
Love is seeing a new side of a person you thought you knew, it's renewal.
Love is telling a person if you have to leave, you will let them sleep, and being told they would rather be woken, it's tenderness.
Love is waking up to find the subject of the dream you were having asleep on your shoulder, it's where fantasy meets reality.
Love is being there to wake your lover slowly, it's sensuousness.
Love belatedly knows why you bothered to buy a queen-sized bed three years ago, it's practicality.
Love is two people only taking up a third of a queen-sized bed, it's closeness.
Love knows you gave the extra set of keys to your apartment to the right person, its trust.
Love is saying good-bye and knowing you will be back by mutual consent, its faith.
Love is stretching your arms and discovering the real meaning of the word "sore" it's a lesson in human frailty.
Love is opening your medicine cabinet finding your tube of toothpaste turned into a pretzel, it's adaptation.
Love is sitting at the window, looking out and remembering who you were with the night before, it's reflection.
Love is hearing the weather forecast for a winter storm and wishing you could spend it in bed with your lover, it's loneliness.
Love is stories that will never be told, it's personal.

- Unknown

my mom chain-mailed me this. read it. it's good for you:

I Love You, Mom……

My mom only had one eye.

I hated her... She was such an embarrassment.

She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.

There was this one day during elementary school when my mom came to say

hello to me.

I was so embarrassed. How could she do this to me?

I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.

The next day at school one of my classmates said, "EEEE, your mom only has

one eye!"

I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my mom to just disappear.

I confronted her that day and said, "If you're only gonna make me a

laughing stock, why don't you just die?"

My mom did not respond....

I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I

was full of anger.

I was oblivious to her feelings. I wanted out of that house, and have

nothing to do with her.

So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study.

Then, I got married.I bought a house of my own.

I had kids of my own. I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts.

Then one day, my Mother came to visit me.

She hadn't seen me in years and she hadn’t even met her grandchildren.

When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her

for coming over uninvited. I screamed at her, "How dare you come to my

house and scare my children!"

GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!"

And to this, my mother quietly answered, "Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have

gotten the wrong address."

And she disappeared out of sight....

One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.

So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip.

After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.

My neighbours said that she had died.

I did not shed a single tear.

They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.

I read ….

"My dearest son,

I think of you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to your house and scared

your children.

I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.

But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.

I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing

up.

You see......... when you were very little, you got into an accident, and

lost your eye.

As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye.

So I gave you mine.

I was so proud of you my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my

place, with that eye.

With all my love,

Your mom”

“I love you, Mom ….. I love you, Mom” I cried … but it’s too late ….. now I

live in deep regret … for I know that there will never be closure in my life … ever …

song of the moment: tonight i wanna cry - keith urban

many thanks...

CHARLIE, thanks for being such a great group. you guys are the most awesome-est bunch ever, so let's jiayou for campfire and camp okay? and dragonboating too :D

INSTRUCTORS, you three (plus one) are really great; thanks so much for teaching us all that good stuff...and for the dinner. heehee :D

Joey, thanks for picking up the pieces. Let's hope that we really "pick up where we left off".

goodnight.

song of the moment: Stupid Boy - Keith Urban

hey guys... it's such a sad time...

unfortunately, i don't have any more space left in my shelf, and i don't exactly read them anymore... so i'm posting some books here. if you guys want, you can buy from me (prices definitely negotiable, and very low) or you could do a book swap (provided i want the book lah, duh ;P).... whatever's not taken will probably be sold tomorrow, so just tell me, even if you're gonna sleep it over, yeah?

'kay, here they are:

1. The Mediator, Book 2: High Stakes - Meg Cabot
2. The Mediator, Book 3: Mean Spirits -Meg Cabot
3. The Mediator, Book 5: Grave Doubts - Meg Cabot
4. The Princess Diaries, Volume V (5): Princess in Pink - Meg Cabot
5. The Princess Diaries, Voume VI (6): Princess in Training - Meg Cabot
6. Vampire Beach Book 1: Bloodlust - Alex Duval Thanks Laura! :D
   
7. Buffy the Vampire Slayer: Keep Me in Mind - Joss Whedon (this is one of them "choose your desired path" books)
8. Charmed, Book 23: Inherit the Witch - Constance M. Burge
9. Half Moon Investigations - Eoin Colfer
10. Diary of a Wimpy Kid Book 3: The Last Straw - Jeff Kinney
11. Beacon Street Girls Book 1: Worst Enemies/Best Friends - Annie Bryant
12. Animal Jokes with Glen Singleton
    
13. 三国演义

okay, i know the last two are abit...er... but anw, just consider, yeah?

note:

• the titles may differ for the mediator series, cos of different publishers, but don't worry, i have linked correctly :D
• the covers of bloodlust and half moon investigations on the site are different from the ones i have, so you can ask me for pics :)
  

peace out.

okay, i know, the  blogskin's pretty... unexpected.
though it is nice.

but the fact that the words are orange is so... irritating.

haha.

will change soon. i think.

yup.

okay, i forgot what i was supposed to blog about earlier on. haha.

i realised, (for a while now), that i have books that i wanna get rid of.
i won't start a blogshop or anything like that, haha,
but i will post it here. soon. yeah.


it's always soon, isn't it?

oh, but one thing's for sure- new blogskin! :D

EYE Fever

END-OF-YEAR EXAMINATIONS ARE OVER!!!!
finally.
it still feels unreal though...
i half expect to drag myself out of bed at freakin' five-thirty in the mornin' to lug and cram. heh.

sheesh.
i thought i could finally blog,

but i have to go buy dinner,
and also "dry-mop" my room (why? tell you later :wink:)

seeya peeps.

ps: still don't believe it.
lol.

my boredom which led to inspiration and envy... :)





















okay that's enough. for now. heh :D



food for thought: romance-overrated?
i hope not. (:

this could be a dedication, i guess... i don't know, we haven't talked in so long...

jumper - third eye blind
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand
I would understand
The angry boy, a bit too insane
Icing over a secret pain
You know you don't belong
You're the first to fight
You're way too loud
You're the flash of light
On a burial shroud
I know something's wrong
Well everyone I know has got a reason
To say
Put the past away
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand
I would understand
Well, he's on the table
And he's gone to code
And I do not think anyone knows
What they are doing here
And your friends have left
You've been dismissed
I never thought it would come to this
And I
I want you to know
Everyone's got to face down the demons
Maybe today
We can put the past away
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand
I would understand
I would understand
Can you put the past away
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
I would understand...



nice song nonetheless :)

"Eh, Ryan, you know how to dance?" (like MJ)

"No, I only know how to touch my cock."

WHAT. THE. HELL.
this came from an 8-year-old.





PS. Happy Birthday Aaron :D

she made me realize things, things that may not be all that bad...

To all teachers (even though none of you read my blog), Happy Teacher's Day!!!

Haha.

The emcee-ing went okay, I guess...

Went to kcp with charlotte after school ended. Kimberly was recounting her experience with the two rocky chairs. Ate Yummy Noodles. ahhh.... Really miss primary school chilli!!
Followed OT to parkway after. (kinda lost charlotte along the way). Sat in borders, just talking aimlessly.
Stacy's still got her sense of humour:D
Sigh, it's in times like this when I really miss primary school.

Managed to let her convince me to 'bring' her to macs, at east coast park.
Bought an ice cream, just to make it worth the time.
(gonna sweat it off in ballet later)
Her 'friend' followed us back.

So I was just happily eating my ice cream.
Then I realized,
They were holding hands.
Shit.


..................

Oh well.
Who asked her to drag me there?

season 2; goodbye, goodbye

spent the whole day hoping episode 11 would pop out today. but its showing at around 9pm (too lazy to find out which time zone) in the us. sigh.

oh, but SEASON THREE IS DEFINITELY COMING OUT! YIPPEE. :)
though it will only be like, next summer? or something?

oh wells. SEPTEMBER TWENTY-FOURTH IS COMING :D
.lalala~
george.
and alex.
and derek.
and mark.
and owen.
and other people.
like cristina.
and izzie.
and meredith.
~lalala.


finished writing out the script for teacher's day (which is TOMORROW - well, the celebrations are). Hope i don't fumble or do any stupid things.
even though the script does have its "dry-humoured" silly bits. hehe

well, wish me luck!


song of the moment: still - by michael w. smith and hillsong

ps: michael has a good voice. go listen to stuff like heart of worship, and you are holy (prince of peace), who are incidentally also songs of the moment. haha.

season 2; goodbye, goodbye

just finished watching episode 10.
sigh.. only two episodes left before the season ends. can't wait for season 3.
you know, i might just consider reading the books.

naw. let's leave people like bill, eric, godric, jason, and sam, in all their glory.
lol.
godric is so cute okay. a 2000-year-old vamp stuck in the body of a 15-year-old.
and eric with blood tears, all pityful pitiful... weird, man.
and bill.... ah... bill......
so damn bloody (if you'll pardon the pun) heart-wrenching (another pun here, but you wouldn't understand unless you watch) when he got "hurt". *gulps*
stephen moyer is such a damn good actor.
with good looks to boot.

damn those smoldering eyes of his. and that crooked, wicked grin.

hope there's gonna be a season three.

finished reading the book kim lent me not too long ago. called "the bachelorette party". quite funny, honestly. one of those little black dress book. (fyi, its a publishing company that publishes short "cute" novels - i guess that's one way of putting it)

finally finally FINALLY catching up on TB. cant believe the stupid thing ended halfway through the episode, after all those long minutes of waiting!! sigh...

but while waiting this time i shall go and check out which books i wanna borrow. stuck at the third one of the dresden files. stupid borrow-er returned at a weird time. maybe kena overdue. haiyo.





loads of shit happening in school lately.

one minute you were mad and bitching about me somewhere in an orchard mall, the next we become best buddies again? no way, jose.
if the marks were individual, who am i to give a shit? but too bad, we're stuck together. at least final decisions have not yet been made, and set in motion.
i have tolerated certain "shortcomings", for i know not everyone's perfect. but really, i can't take this continual rapid switching from muacks to shit and back again.

bloody hell, stop fucking around with me, seriously.
i am extremely good at holding grudges, in case you haven't opened your eyes big enough to see that, and i will never let myself get played like that anymore.
posses were never really my type of thing, but i thought this was different.

i guess i was wrong.

the connection has been severed, so i see no point in trying to scoop spilt milk back into the glass. conversation's no longer necessary, because i won't get screwed by someone like you.

I GOT A YAMAHA C70!!! YAAHHOOO!!! WHEEE!!!

Thank you mummy i lurrvee you :P

but then, i still kinda suck. so im practicing everyday. mustmustmust.

charlotte, i need your help. haha.
she ah, so good leh. can play quite a few songs liao.

me leh? "every move you make", still abit shaky. sigh.
bo bian. jiayou nicole!! [lol.]

seriously need to work on my chord progression.

hope i can improve on tuesday. REALLY.

P/S. HAPPY NATIONAL DAY FOLKS! :D

yay okay i shall go back to watching more vids. lalala~

so... you talking to me, or what?

wait. wait.
don't tell me.
i don't wanna know.

detachment is better than attachment;

sometimes, i just don't know what to think anymore.

are you too childish, or am i just being too mature.
nah, that's just tootin' my own horn.

but still, don't hurt my feelings that way.
i'm not as strong as you think.

i don't joke.
not exactly.
my "jokes",
are nothing but sarcasm;
laced with a hint of vodka,
scotch,
whiskey,
and the finest wines.

drugging you,
till, to you,
i'm blurred at the edges.

and you never get to see my true self.



grow up, i say.
grow up.

but who am i to admonish you,
if i myself have my own faults?

okay, i am officially under house arrest.
because i do not have h1n1, but ili->influenza-like illness

so.. that means i get to stay at home for the next 7 days!!!
the class won't get loa though, heehee...

but it's not as if im 100% holidaying what.
still got hw to do.

oh well. at least i can catch up on my notes.
oh wait.
DAMN. left my colourful (okay not really) pens and markers in my locker. sigh.

nevermind. just have to use black pen. or blue pen. or any other pen i can find.
at least i can start on printing all the powerpoint slides.
i feel like such a loser, feverishly (if you'll pardon the pun) taking down every single scrap of information.

hmm.
bye peeps.

ps. i wonder who passed this to me...... *remembers this incident on the bus...*

long time never post liao, so it's time for an update!
i can practically hear shearin go THANK GOODNESS... haha.

spent the whole afternoon trying to do stuff for express yourself day (which i shall hereby dubb ceyd09, and whose blog url is this) like the blogskin, which still kinda sucks, and a poster.

i actually DID finish the committee logo, and then i realised that i spelled yourself as YOUSELF. and i ALREADY MERGED THE LAYERS. which meant that the damage was IRREVERSIBLE. which meant that the whole thing was SCREWED. so i had no choice but to scrap the whole bloody thing. which totally pissed me off.

soo... i just gave up on the whole stinkin' thing and just finished posting on the ceyd09 blog, and went off to read. didnt even have the energy to go start on chinese, which means that im gonna be very screwed on monday.

ps. Peter Facinelli is actually pretty hot, especially when he's blond, like when he plays carlisle (pronounced "car-ly-l") cullen.

i think im finding alot of people hot, nowadays. like draco malfoy. hot damn.

pps. i still don't quite see how mr ang can be related to me. does that mean all the people who have the surname tan (which is quite a lot, seeing as that is the majority of the population) are related? actually, they probably are. tan was the name of a huge village, or something. but still?!

pps. joey is friends with celynn ang? since when? damn, man.

dammit. i lost my to-be-gotten songlist. darn darn darn darn darn.
now i have to start all over again. damn.
wish me luck.

ps. september 24 is approaching :D

I am blogging in a shuttle bus. Wow.

Watched transformers yesterday. It rocks!!!

Haha more coming up tonight. Bye!

ah, been such a long time since i posted.

anyways CONGRATULATIONS TO MELISSA WU FOR WINNING SINGAPORE'S FIRST MEDAL AND DOING CEDAR AND SINGAPORE PROUD!!! :D
she got third in long jump :)

so, here's the latest in my movie-watching life:

gave up on private practice. it just got so boring, probably 'cos i expect it to be as good as ga, but no, so byebye pp.

didn't even bother about gossip girl lah. didn't like it within the first like what, fifteen minutes? so good riddance to that too.

started on True Blood.
it's like twilight, only the R-21 Texas version. lol.
seriously its so sick okay.
like porno with a capital P.
i wonder how much they pay the actors and actresses to get it on.

imagine doggies humping.
then add vampires into the mix.
feel the horror.
i see your pain :x

i'm worried that the fucking sucker's gonna come back to my blog again, so im changing the link.
just thought i would let you know.

bye.

im sure you've noticed the blogskin :X

im having a major GA withdrawel, so i have to see my favourite faces every single day.

haha no actually i kinda forgot how this skin looked like (i saved it on my desktop) so i decided to let this place turn into a shrine for the next, let's say, few months? yaaayy..... ;)

the title for each section, as well as the message on the front page and the scrolling text are all excerpts from the series, with the scrolling this being the prologue said 3/4 of the time by meredith and the rest...

ah forget it. you wouldn't know what i was talking about anyways.

went to border's today to go look for the dvds. only had season 2 whichs costs $39.90. quite reasonable lah, considering it's the longest series out of the five so far. so. must start saving. desperately.

secretly went to try my teacher's pointe shoes before class today.
the feeling is simply amazing.
actually we are ALREADY SUPPOSED TO START POINTE.
no thanks to my class. we must be the slowest, ever.
no offense guys.
but i like things speedy.
so i am going to save up, and go to stage image myself.
it doesn't even hurt.
not really, anyways.

but i can take it.

the flu jab didn't even hurt.
being bitten by an ant would hurt wayy more, seriously.
adrienne and wee ming came in just as i was about to take it.
and the nurse was like "relax, relax, just RELAX..."
and i had my -.- face on and was like (in my mind of course), "im not going anywhere... just stick the thing in already."
aiya but by the time i turned to look she pulled the thing out already.
so sad.
i thought i would be at the elbow and going all the way in.
oh well.

im so gonna donate blood so i'll be seeing lots of that.


"intestines in the hand! i repeat, INTESTINES IN THE HAND!!!"
-christina yang, season four, episode eleven.

or twelve. can't really remember.

cip today was real meaningful.

it was a tour cum workshop cum performance for some kids, only these kids were special.
they are in a home for kids who were previously abused, or have single parents who cant' afford to raise them. they are also protected, which means that their picture cannot be taken in order to protect themselves. it's like erasing your identity, disappearing off the face of the earth.

what's it like, to "never exist again"? to have no identity?

nowadays, camwhoring goes on practically all the time.
to preserve a memory, an experience, we just take out our cameras and snap.

what's it like to not be able to do that?

just think: if my dad had laid a hand on me, i could be there.
if my mom didn't have a job, i could be there.
if i had more siblings, i could be there.

these kids were as young as THREE.

they can't even tell you the entire times table, yet the emotional battering they have taken far exceed what we will ever feel. some women never recover from Battered Women's Syndrome, yet, when i look at these kids, you can never tell of their past.

they are strong.

and for that, i admire them.

just watched 小孩不笨2.

ah i forgot how cute shawn lee and joshua ang are.
too bad joshua not related to me.
if only i could trade my cousin joshua for him. waaaayyy better.

sigh. what a touching movie.

j.a.'s acting mucho better than 乒乓员 aka hand of glory.

going to zzz now, got cip tomorrow. have to be at plaza sing at 9!!! gosh.
okay goodnight world.

dream of hot doctors and cute singaporean guys ;)

i have decided.

i shall watch private practice until season 6 begins.
and if i get bored, i shall just watch gossip girl-for the heck of it.
no way am i gonna get into that boy's over flowers thing.
the name already annoys me, in some way.

halfway through episode one already. not bad lah. GA still rocks socks :D

oh oh i forgot to introduce it.
it's actually just a spin-off of Grey's Anatomy, even written by the same person.
it just focuses on Addison Montgomery [no more -Shepherd (can't say i'm too sad)], who leaves the neonatal wing of SGH (not Singapore General Hospital ah, Seattle Grace Hospital) to join a small-town LA clinic-like place, hence the title of the show.

->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->

which reminds me, gonna go take the flu jab on friday.

in case you don't know...
your 'rents should receive an email about the ayg.
apparently moe and some other organization whose acronym i can't remember have managed to get the entire ayg workforce free flu jabs.
so... all of us can get it, if we want, by this saturday, 20 june.

bear in mind, THIS DOES NOT PROTECT US AGAINST H1N1-A, so don't get your hopes up.
and anyways it does not ensure that you confirm will not get the flu in the next one year,
IT IS JUST A PRECAUTION.

comprende?




p/s. im sure by now you know that the vaccine for the H1N1 virus has been created.
however it is still in the testing stages, and at this point in time i do not think singapore has placed an order, although australia has ordered copious amounts of the stuff. oh well. just have to stay away from people who are "barking", and WASH YOUR HANDS. lol.
ciao guys ;)

officially finished grey's anatomy yesterday.
SADD ):

it's gonna be so long till season 6.
SEPTEMBER 24TH!!!




oh, and t.r. knight is gay. sheesh.

seriously, im a ga freak.
i wash my hands up to my elbows now!!! (which is pretty okay, seeing as i am babysitting a dog now, but still...!!)

yeah. i need help.

and hahn kissed torres?! eww gross eww eww....
[season 4 episode 15]

gonna watch the last ep of season 4 now... then its on to season 5!

:D

ugh. i really hate holiday homework. HATE IT.

-i need to go to Popular. soon.
-geog sucks. i hate research. okay, not really. just... why did i have to get pasir ris/tampines? why not cbd?
(no offense to those staying in pasir ris/tampines)


p/s. homework update:
science mid year '05
science eoy '08
ij toa payoh paper 1
ij toa payoh paper 2
anglican high paper 1
anglican high paper 2 (what the heck is mathematics d? weird.)
set language and notation worksheet 2
set language and notation worksheet 3
english practice paper 1 (compre)
english practice paper 2 (compre)
english practice paper 1 (summary)
english practice paper 2 (summary)
chinese
geog
lit
history

i am officially at season four now.

happy- hmm for some weird reason yeah.

sad- not much grey's anatomy left ):

but ____ still hot and cute, people. HOT AND CUTE.

oh man. im crazy. craaaaaaaaaaazy.

i just realised. my blogskin has no archives. oh well. guess you, my dear readers, will just have to read more often so as to not miss out on my very very good and engrossing and captivating entries.




who am i kidding??

got a few pictures of lady (the dog im babysitting), but cant seem to find the camera cable. oh well.


p/s. homework update:
science mid year '05
science eoy '08
ij toa payoh paper 1
ij toa payoh paper 2
anglican high paper 1
anglican high paper 2 (what the heck is mathematics d? weird.)
set language and notation worksheet 2
set language and notation worksheet 3
english practice paper 1 (compre)
english practice paper 2 (compre)
english practice paper 1 (summary)
english practice paper 2 (summary)
chinese
geog
lit
history

okay, im going nuts. i like to see guys fight.

not like, sumo-wrestling, boxing, muay thai fight. that's just... gross. and a little weird. like me. heh.

nope, im talking like alex karev-george o'malley fight.

or slapfight, rather.

hawt, yo.

[season 3, episode 7 - where the boys are]

i have to say, the crew's really damn good - a song title for every episode? and i havent heard of them for the most part. must go and listen.

p/s. golan yosef, who plays this spanish count in cheetah girls 2 (yeah, i know, LAME, but...)?

incredibly gorgeous dancer. yum.

pps. no updates on the homework front. too bad.

george o'malley

"McDreamy was doing the McNaughty with McHottie?! That McBastard!"


HAHAHA.

said by george, season 3 episode 6.

:D

was at the beach with lady just now :D

mom, nat and aaron went cycling.
i walked the dog. so much better :P

so... we were walking, walking, walking, then i saw this couple going at it. like, really going at it. they were at the edge of this "cliff" thingy. the beach? so not a good kissing/making out spot anymore.
too many lights.

at least they had the good sense to wear black. lol.

even worse, directly opposite them was two large groups of people bbq-ing and having this loud, raccous party. haha.



the things people do for love.

updates

havent posted in quite a bit, yeah?

it's coming to the end of the first week of holidays, but this is like the SECOND time i have touched my laptop (ONLY). how sad.

even sadder, i now have the stupid chicken pox.
sounds so puny.
and wimpy.
moreover, im babysitting a furkid.
how am i supposed to go down in this condition?!

pathetic.

on the bright side,
grey's anatomy season three HERE I COME!!! :D


p/s. homework update:
science mid year '05
science eoy '08
ij toa payoh paper 1
ij toa payoh paper 2
anglican high paper 1
anglican high paper 2 (what the heck is mathematics d? weird.)
set language and notation worksheet 2
set language and notation worksheet 3
english
chinese
geog (im so gonna do the armchair geographer thing)
lit (sorry shearin, yetpeng and kim)
history (apologies. again)






dammit.

im an outcast?!

you can't even spell the word right.
hello? "outcaste"?
have you even heard of a dictionary?
or are your nails and "schoolwork" drawing you away?

so, im an outcast, huh?
like i care.
i know i dont fit in.
rubbing it in wont help, unfortunately.

i DON'T need to fit in with you guys.

stop being so conceited.
or are your eyes too far gone you can't even bring them down to look at a mirror.
go and die lah.

stop wallowing in your so-called "self-pity".
its more like DENIAL.

i could go on and on and on about how I feel,
but its not like you'll ever see this.
and even if you do, who cares?
it's a free world, after all.

seriously;
stop obsessing over the seniors.
they dont even live for anything as remote as you,
so why do it for them?
do you think,
when they bid us adieu
they're gonna go,
"remember her?
that one?
really liked her.
nice girl.
glad she liked us,
cos we liked her too"?

don't delude yourself,
because nothing ever comes out of nonsensical thoughts and musings.

or you know what?
just carry on.
its not like i care whether you live or die.
and when someone throws you into the sea,
you'll finally be living up to your namesake.

shit. im not gonna waste anymore space for you and your stupid, ignorant, insolent, totally replaceable self.
SNAP OUT OF IT, LOSER.

i am back.

lol. so long nvr blog liao... mom keeps using my lappy to watch grey's anatomy.

so... updates.

saturday, 23 may
went to hua chong jc to watch dance night '09, BACK AGAIN! :)
lurved the BBOYS (and girls :P)
damn pro luh
ahhh.... the wonders of HIPHOP (which kinda includes breakdancing, popping, locking etc...)
:D
but of course, cannot forget modern :]
sunday, 24 may
went to pei xuan's house.
tried to make the baked apple chicken thingy.
kinda failed the first time.
second time... pei xuan said it was okay.
did you know catsup=ketchup?!?!?!
this singlish thing is really getting out of hand
...
but then, we found this thing on an angmoh site.
monday, 25 may
SHEARIN GOT HER INTERNET UP:)
yay her :D

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okay that's like the chain mail thing, but whatev.

today, tuesday, 26 may
went to parkway parade with shearin just now.
went to fix her phone and stuff.
too bad. parent authorization needed.
boo.

went to comics connection to preorder her sims 3.
she's happy.
that's a good sign.

launch party's on tuesday.
should i go?







forgot to do corridor worsheet. damn.

nowadays, the only reason my mom talks to me is to force me to drink diluted sugar cane juice with water chestnut, drink my soup and doing my fucking sister's homework.

my my my, what a close-knitted loving relationship.

yeah right.

this is why i hate being at home.

if im not doing my homework, im doing someone else's.

what a brilliant life.

sheer enjoyment man.

see mrs rw, i do remember what you teach in class.

the uninvited

cedar x-country '09
i think the school shouldn't have included a competition segment this year. if we were serious about winning something, we would just run faster/more seriously. gonna get a collar pin anyways. why must everything have a 'best'?
moreover, its kinda the top 6 runners from every class, so no prizes for guessing who wins top class title.
no offense, but i think (1 & 2)s shouldnt be allowed to compete. they already win practically everything, what's one more to them?
they (the school) doesnt understand at all.

but on the other hand, its not like they asked to be fast.
they just are.
then again, they dont have to act so pai kia.
if they're so good, they should go try dancing.
bet they dont look so graceful now...
hah.



after x-ctry, kimberly, nurin, shearin, yenyin, yetpeng and i went to watch THE UNINVITED.
its really nice, so everyone of you reading this should go in case you havent watched it.
moreover, its only rated PG.
well, duh, if not we wouldnt have been allowed in, would we?
the BOO! parts can be kinda shocking, but the plot is actually very nice.

shearin disagrees.

who ask her to go spoiler herself. :x

when we came out of the cinema,
kimberly and i were walking together eating popcorn when we saw this GIRL.
damn scary can,
cos she looked EXACTLY LIKE THAT GIRL WHO DIED.
i swear her hair and face were exactly the same colour, and she was BLOND.

thank goodness i didnt scream, so embarrassing.
kimberly did, though it was more like "EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPP!!!"
embarrassing, you know.
worse than fire engine, i tell you.
freakier than the movie itself.
next time, dont ever sit next to her,
unless you like talking to squirrels.
haha.

then after that, we burst out laughing
when we were in front of this pushcart stall thingy
cos we saw this guy like act cool (you know how they are)
and then his hat dropped
ROFL.

the thing is,
how come only two of us saw these two things?

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sundowner's syndrome, anyone?





p.s. life's unanswered question: why am i still blogging when i have to finish TWO packs and edit a powerpoint AND write the script???

wahaha i think i've fallen in love....

with GEORGE O'MALLEY!!!!

wheeeeeeeeee.....

lalala.....

his real name is Theodore Raymond Knight, aka T.R. Knight.


















i think he kinda looks like Theo from Alvin and the Chipmunks. both so cute and chubby!

okay im going insane.


:crazysmilingface: :X

today, there was dance.

oh. but first, im glad jl and i made up :D

yeah.

so.

anyways, lao shi came today.
but she didnt realise she would only be 'teaching' us sec2s.

sorry lao shi.
gotta put up with our sorry asses, which we will be nothing but, after that dumb competition that i dont really wanna do since it was sprung on us DURING EXAM PERIOD.

and to YOU: stop trying to be the leader. unconsciously, you are- even if you dont realise it. that's why its called UNCONSCIOUS. i know you hate me, but i still get freedom of speech, aka Bitching Rights. too bad.

and to You: no offense, but i dun think your freestyle walk is that great. all i see is you spinning and spinning and spinning, and your arms with balloons under them.

aside from that, your choreo is PRETTY GOOD :] and dun worry, you dance well. just dont let it get to your head :P

there. nice enough?



today, there was the Catholic High invest. (prefect investiture lah.)

too bad i didn't go.

their school got GWH (gold with honours- keep up with the acronyms, people, Singapore is full of them).

i need to know why.

all i rmb is their paper money (no, not the ghost type... more... monopoly-ish).

HAHA :p









today... my bro's chicken pox got worse.

well actually, that's what it's supposed to do.

it even spread to his _______

omygosh lah.

haha.

poor thing.

the one on his thigh burst.

ouch.

but dont worry people, you can still come near me.

after all, i dont have it.



yet.

(see above post)


[updated 7 june 09]

so many things have happened lately, and i just don't know how to handle them.

to the dancers, im sorry.
there's no point in walking away, i know.
but then again, i didn't stay back to listen to useless prattling about dbsk.
they don't even know you exist.
encouraging letters and smses are nice;
but then the next day..... it starts all over again.
i feel as though im trapped in a broken record.
did you know?
i do have other commitments.
what a shocker.

to jl, im sorry too.
that day... i didn't mean it.
it was a tough day,
but that's no excuse.
friends are fragile,
and i don't know who to trust anymore.
in this dog-eat-dog world,
it's every man for himself.
i think so too.

to mom,
i never said i was trying to be
some smart aleck
who thinks she knows everything.
how can you not see through her.
she has no character,
no values,
no NOTHING.
so why is it my fault?
is it really my fault,
that she's not in the best class,
that i don't want her to be like me AT ALL,
that i hate her?
i admit, i can never be like those
cuddly sister types.
im rough, so brothers are cool.
the worst thing is,
she was made for me.












damn. private peaceful essay.



i wish i could be as strong as charlie.

new beginnings...

hey. so. obviously this is my new blog, and my reasons are as such:
#1. i can't be bothered to write in a bloody diary, though i won't be judged.
#2. privacy is a privilege i can no longer afford.

so cut me open, bleed me dry. and see what you find.


p.s. sorry for the not very nice blogskin. when i have time, i will find again. i think.