so... you talking to me, or what?

wait. wait.
don't tell me.
i don't wanna know.

detachment is better than attachment;

sometimes, i just don't know what to think anymore.

are you too childish, or am i just being too mature.
nah, that's just tootin' my own horn.

but still, don't hurt my feelings that way.
i'm not as strong as you think.

i don't joke.
not exactly.
my "jokes",
are nothing but sarcasm;
laced with a hint of vodka,
scotch,
whiskey,
and the finest wines.

drugging you,
till, to you,
i'm blurred at the edges.

and you never get to see my true self.



grow up, i say.
grow up.

but who am i to admonish you,
if i myself have my own faults?

okay, i am officially under house arrest.
because i do not have h1n1, but ili->influenza-like illness

so.. that means i get to stay at home for the next 7 days!!!
the class won't get loa though, heehee...

but it's not as if im 100% holidaying what.
still got hw to do.

oh well. at least i can catch up on my notes.
oh wait.
DAMN. left my colourful (okay not really) pens and markers in my locker. sigh.

nevermind. just have to use black pen. or blue pen. or any other pen i can find.
at least i can start on printing all the powerpoint slides.
i feel like such a loser, feverishly (if you'll pardon the pun) taking down every single scrap of information.

hmm.
bye peeps.

ps. i wonder who passed this to me...... *remembers this incident on the bus...*

long time never post liao, so it's time for an update!
i can practically hear shearin go THANK GOODNESS... haha.

spent the whole afternoon trying to do stuff for express yourself day (which i shall hereby dubb ceyd09, and whose blog url is this) like the blogskin, which still kinda sucks, and a poster.

i actually DID finish the committee logo, and then i realised that i spelled yourself as YOUSELF. and i ALREADY MERGED THE LAYERS. which meant that the damage was IRREVERSIBLE. which meant that the whole thing was SCREWED. so i had no choice but to scrap the whole bloody thing. which totally pissed me off.

soo... i just gave up on the whole stinkin' thing and just finished posting on the ceyd09 blog, and went off to read. didnt even have the energy to go start on chinese, which means that im gonna be very screwed on monday.

ps. Peter Facinelli is actually pretty hot, especially when he's blond, like when he plays carlisle (pronounced "car-ly-l") cullen.

i think im finding alot of people hot, nowadays. like draco malfoy. hot damn.

pps. i still don't quite see how mr ang can be related to me. does that mean all the people who have the surname tan (which is quite a lot, seeing as that is the majority of the population) are related? actually, they probably are. tan was the name of a huge village, or something. but still?!

pps. joey is friends with celynn ang? since when? damn, man.

dammit. i lost my to-be-gotten songlist. darn darn darn darn darn.
now i have to start all over again. damn.
wish me luck.

ps. september 24 is approaching :D

I am blogging in a shuttle bus. Wow.

Watched transformers yesterday. It rocks!!!

Haha more coming up tonight. Bye!