Vain Attempts to Psych Myself Up;

Sat in the library again today. Alone.
Not that it really bothers me.

Who cares- picked up a really great mag. Really inspiring, and i started to Write again.
Total crap, but as the mag quoted,
"You can edit crap, but you can't edit a blank page." :)

anyhoo.. here it comes..

4:04pm
Okay. Stop.
Back to work, she tells herself.
She looks up, around.
Sighs.
Glances wistfully at the magazine placed on her left,
page marked.
Oh, how enticing.
But no.
Stop.
Enough.
Go back.
Back,
to Work.


4:58pm
I walk among the shelves,
one after another.
The books;
How I yearn to lay my eyes, my hands, on them.

I. Must. Focus.


6:36pm
Yes!
Finished reading Chem textbook.
Now to finish my magazine before i 踏上归途。


2 more days.

If Everyone Cared;

From underneath the trees, we watch the sky

Confusing stars for satellites

I never dreamed that you'd be mine

But here we are, we're here tonight

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive

If everyone cared and nobody cried

If everyone loved and nobody lied

If everyone shared and swallowed their pride

Then we'd see the day when nobody died

And I'm singing

Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive

Amen I, Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive

And in the air the fireflies

Our only light in paradise

We'll show the world they were wrong

And teach them all to sing along

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive

(I'm alive)

And as we lie beneath the stars

We realize how small we are

If they could love like you and me

Imagine what the world could be

If everyone cared and nobody cried

If everyone loved and nobody lied

If everyone shared and swallowed their pride

Then we'd see the day when nobody died

When nobody died...

~awesome Nickelback song...

let's make the world a better place;

Productive Afternoon =D a day of Realizations...

today, on the bus ride back home, i realised something:
i only blog when i'm emo, super high, crazy, restless/bored... basically, in states of emotional unstability.
so.. i present, my crappy emotional dumping ground. heh.

STUDY SESSION =D
i realized: there is a Study Lounge in the National Library (Bugis). But, it can be insanely crowded...
anyways... managed to finish e math paper! and that 1 para english thing!
thanks for the help, you guys =) it was really nice of y'all to sit with us in macs for a whole afternoon, even though your exams were over...
i realized: i need more common sense.
=>really scared for MYEs now... can't afford to fail ):

DINNER =)
the guy putting the food onto the trays... so funny. lol.
serving was... quite big (to me).
still feel pretty full now that i think about it....
i realized: i have failed to grasp the all-important skill of pasta-twirling.
hmm... for some reason, my state of mind then was.... kinda funky.
sorry if i looked sian, or anything like that... and i probably shouldn't have rambled so much before that... feel like some ***** now... sigh. x.x

i realized: there IS a postbox near bugis.
took us awhile, and a few questions, but we found it! haha...
the walk was uh... kinda random? lol. i now know how Raffles Hospital looks from all sides... but...strangely, it was good- and i needed it. going straight home would just make me stone in front of the computer, in stony silence...o.o-another bad pun and alliteration.
 This is why I can't do Exposition-> blatant absence of logic...

 ... finally, my body feels the lethargy my eyes are trying hard to ignore...
goodnight, tiny humans.


I feel so... not smart right now.
maybe... i never was. 

Run Baby Run;

sigh.. today was tiring. felt so noob running behind everyone... but i don't run so whaddya expect? i'm no Kenyan...
nevermind, it was still fun, finding mother's day presents and strawberry milk and hogging the RAC signup table and randoming with my bro & the rest... :D

 friends are the love, seriously. idk where i'd be without them... :)

i miss my books.
exams go away like please.



kay now i'm just crapping. bye world. back to trying to crap out some draft for zuowen.