results? what results? more like none.

Silence descended over the hall.
Solemnly,
everyone took theirs,
passed the rest down.

Reluctant,
yet Anxious,
she carefully selected hers from the stack
(let's give the rest the privacy they're due), and
passed the rest down.

Slowly,
she turned the paper over,
not daring to look
till the very last moment.

Her knuckles whitened,
her hands shook.
Her head slumped
as if praying for a miracle
(maybe, maybe, she was).
The tears came.

Cease,
they never did.
After all,
she tried her best
(or had she?)

Soon, the next stack came.
Another dagger
to her weakening morale.
Her head still bowed
(for she refused to reveal her red rimmed eyes),
she took hers, rather fearfully, and
passed the rest down.

the Definition of Love

Love- a game of give and take... delicate, almost like a dance;
slow and steady, like the waltz,
yet spritzed with excitement, like the quickstep
the light-heartedness of the jive, and
the passion, of the paso doble.

 

if only i could write like this all the time..

*smiles*

conflict, resolved.

nothing's changed.
that's good =)

and... i would like to thank the listening ear :D

...

what the f*ck did i do?

sigh... i answered honestly.. but i don't think they get it.
it.. doesn't mean i like you.
willing to date, yes... doesn't mean i want to.

haiz.

i'm sorry, cause you prob like someone else anyways...
we're just friends. that's a good thing :)

Deviation

finally, a mass convo after so long...
haha

convo kept stalling at me, dunno why...
lol

=>can't wait for next outing! :D

"and then there were two..."

shit still got so much homework... sigh last-minute chionging here i come...

let's PLAY =D

outing today. GREAT (since someone says not awesome) =D

morning
oops. i know i was a bit late :X

bowling
V: sharing the umbrella with somebody should have begun a long time ago :P
Jumbo Playing Cards! :D haha -> how i found out i don't get bridge... (wait, i need it repeated many, many times)
WG: not a good idea to swing a 14-pound bowling ball backwards, eh? =P

"i think i know why we got these two lanes..."
haha~

beach vball
sorry to all the people we hit! ):


The A-Team
-.- seating arrangement...
but it was cool and action-packed, with humor. nice. funny.
good =)

T&D
!!!
i now wonder what my dare would have been, had i chose it...

dun be offended kay?
it's not that you're not caring too. you are.
it's not that easy to explain...
i guess i just see you in that "big-bro" light...

luckily it was dark... i think i was blushing like mad :X

murderer
i think we look abit like we're doing occult stuff lol...

monkey
OMG. MOST FUN MONKEY GAME, EVER.
MUST. HAVE. MORE. NEXT. TIME.
epic-ness must live on.
lol.

.
..
...
..
.

you two, you needa stop giggling -.- and making weird comments...
weather, i wish you'd given us the opportunity to experience sand, when we wanted it - because it's rare.
OS, you did a good job. please try not to feel otherwise :)
we only have 2 group pics, and not full strength):
security guard, you needa chill.
dogs today were cute! (:(:
looking forward to the next one! =]

you were born from the wreckage of your silent reverie;

hmm.. i really don't know what makes me tell you all this stuff...
but hey, thanks a lot for listening (:

by telling, i accept.

and by accepting,

i heal.


YOG Drum Rehearsal tmr. Hope it goes well!

i'm having a very weird experience now...

yeah kay, it's 1 am.. first vidchat on my laptop.

hi, stranger. yeah, it's kinda weird 'cos you're only sec 1, but whatever.

jeez this night's really random...

fb status- watch out.

so... tell me whatcha want, whatcha really really want...

LOL thanks to someone, the song's stuck in my head -.-

sigh... feel like a pig. slept so much today T.T
i need more exercise...

good thing i'm going out tomorrow with some of the girls :)

aaron: you better behave, ah zai! :P

Death and All His Friends;

wow... Grey's has really ended. The last two episodes were... wow. Thrilling, exciting, blood-pumping and all that stuff. Cold-blooded killer with a purpose- one of the scariest things ever. Driven by grief, by guilt- the mind becomes blank; he can't differentiate between the rational and the irrational- he has only one thing left on his mind.

Revenge.

Justice.

An Eye for an Eye.

Is it worth it?


You gotta love the cast. Curtain call!

Vain Attempts to Psych Myself Up;

Sat in the library again today. Alone.
Not that it really bothers me.

Who cares- picked up a really great mag. Really inspiring, and i started to Write again.
Total crap, but as the mag quoted,
"You can edit crap, but you can't edit a blank page." :)

anyhoo.. here it comes..

4:04pm
Okay. Stop.
Back to work, she tells herself.
She looks up, around.
Sighs.
Glances wistfully at the magazine placed on her left,
page marked.
Oh, how enticing.
But no.
Stop.
Enough.
Go back.
Back,
to Work.


4:58pm
I walk among the shelves,
one after another.
The books;
How I yearn to lay my eyes, my hands, on them.

I. Must. Focus.


6:36pm
Yes!
Finished reading Chem textbook.
Now to finish my magazine before i 踏上归途。


2 more days.

If Everyone Cared;

From underneath the trees, we watch the sky

Confusing stars for satellites

I never dreamed that you'd be mine

But here we are, we're here tonight

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive

If everyone cared and nobody cried

If everyone loved and nobody lied

If everyone shared and swallowed their pride

Then we'd see the day when nobody died

And I'm singing

Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive

Amen I, Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive

And in the air the fireflies

Our only light in paradise

We'll show the world they were wrong

And teach them all to sing along

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive

(I'm alive)

And as we lie beneath the stars

We realize how small we are

If they could love like you and me

Imagine what the world could be

If everyone cared and nobody cried

If everyone loved and nobody lied

If everyone shared and swallowed their pride

Then we'd see the day when nobody died

When nobody died...

~awesome Nickelback song...

let's make the world a better place;

Productive Afternoon =D a day of Realizations...

today, on the bus ride back home, i realised something:
i only blog when i'm emo, super high, crazy, restless/bored... basically, in states of emotional unstability.
so.. i present, my crappy emotional dumping ground. heh.

STUDY SESSION =D
i realized: there is a Study Lounge in the National Library (Bugis). But, it can be insanely crowded...
anyways... managed to finish e math paper! and that 1 para english thing!
thanks for the help, you guys =) it was really nice of y'all to sit with us in macs for a whole afternoon, even though your exams were over...
i realized: i need more common sense.
=>really scared for MYEs now... can't afford to fail ):

DINNER =)
the guy putting the food onto the trays... so funny. lol.
serving was... quite big (to me).
still feel pretty full now that i think about it....
i realized: i have failed to grasp the all-important skill of pasta-twirling.
hmm... for some reason, my state of mind then was.... kinda funky.
sorry if i looked sian, or anything like that... and i probably shouldn't have rambled so much before that... feel like some ***** now... sigh. x.x

i realized: there IS a postbox near bugis.
took us awhile, and a few questions, but we found it! haha...
the walk was uh... kinda random? lol. i now know how Raffles Hospital looks from all sides... but...strangely, it was good- and i needed it. going straight home would just make me stone in front of the computer, in stony silence...o.o-another bad pun and alliteration.
 This is why I can't do Exposition-> blatant absence of logic...

 ... finally, my body feels the lethargy my eyes are trying hard to ignore...
goodnight, tiny humans.


I feel so... not smart right now.
maybe... i never was. 

Run Baby Run;

sigh.. today was tiring. felt so noob running behind everyone... but i don't run so whaddya expect? i'm no Kenyan...
nevermind, it was still fun, finding mother's day presents and strawberry milk and hogging the RAC signup table and randoming with my bro & the rest... :D

 friends are the love, seriously. idk where i'd be without them... :)

i miss my books.
exams go away like please.



kay now i'm just crapping. bye world. back to trying to crap out some draft for zuowen.

World On Fire;

Hearts are worn in these dark ages
You're not alone in this story's pages
Night has fallen amongst the living and the dying
And I try to hold it in, yeah I try to hold it in

[Chorus]
The world's on fire and
It's more than I can handle
I'll tap into the water
(I try to pull my ship)
I try to bring more
More than I can handle
(Bring it to the table)
Bring what I am able

I watch the heavens and I find a calling
Something I can do to change this moment
Stay close to me while the sky is falling
Don't wanna be left alone, don't wanna be alone

[Chorus]

Hearts break, hearts mend
Love still hurts
Visions clash, planes crash
Still there's talk of
Saving souls, still the cold
Is closing in on us

We part the veil on our killer sun
Stray from the straight line on this short run
The more we take, the less we become
A fortune of one that means less for some

[Chorus X2]


 The stress is getting to me;

give me the strength to triumph.  

good times pass so quickly;

wow... it's been like, a century since this place has seen some action...
oh well. who reads this anyway?

i suddenly feel like posting, idk why.



 HCI [Ortus] Exchange was... awesome. can't think of any other way to describe it. really missing those stress-free five days... now i'm back in school and it's a wonder i haven't cracked, what with the addition of campaigning (which reminds me- SPEECH! POSTERS! ahhh...)

Just thought I'd relive the good times...:
...
damn. blogger sucks at uploading pics.
nvm. there's always facebook ;D




Dance Night...
what can i say.
I HEART<3 DANCE!

these just say it all:

"There are likewise three kinds of dancers: first, those who consider dancing as a sort of gymnastic drill, made up of impersonal and graceful arabesques; second, those who, by concentrating their minds, lead the body into the rhythm of a desired emotion, expressing a remembered feeling or experience. And finally, there are those who convert the body into a luminous fluidity, surrendering it to the inspiration of the soul."
~Isadora Duncan

"Dancing is the loftiest, the most moving, the most beautiful of the arts, because it is not mere translation or abstraction from life; it is life itself."
~Havelock Ellis

yup yup.




grr blogger abit screwed today. sigh. maybe i'm just destined to say this all in my head.

ohwell.

Song of the Moment ~> Drowning - Backstreet Boys

HNY

Quote from Edith Lovejoy Pierce-

We will open the book. Its pages are blank. We are going to put words on them ourselves. The book is called "Opportunity" and its first chapter is New Year's Day.

Happy New Year, folks.

ATH-ON3 ONTO Headphones

Hey guys! Just helping JL post this:
She's selling authentic Audio-Technica ONTO headphones for just $24 dollars each! If you go look elsewhere, they cost around $35-$38 bucks... even at fairs! (believe me- i've been to SITEC, and it cost $38)
the three colours she has are white, pink and green (shown here). I'm not too sure about the shade of green, but this should be it, 'cos it's the most common one anyways...

negotiations are okay, but seriously, it's a darn good price already.
it's a good time for that christmas gift ;)

contact me if you want them. but hurry! 'cos one may be going soon.
:]

W.R.

ladies and gentlemen, nothing further.

Be Happy... you and i, Be Happy...

The Bossini advertisements playing on TV now.
Really like their outfits. haha.

and OMG i wanna watch Alvin & The Chipmunks 2!!
so darn cute.
"All the single ladies, all the single ladies..."

HEEHEEHEE.