Vain Attempts to Psych Myself Up;

Sat in the library again today. Alone.
Not that it really bothers me.

Who cares- picked up a really great mag. Really inspiring, and i started to Write again.
Total crap, but as the mag quoted,
"You can edit crap, but you can't edit a blank page." :)

anyhoo.. here it comes..

4:04pm
Okay. Stop.
Back to work, she tells herself.
She looks up, around.
Sighs.
Glances wistfully at the magazine placed on her left,
page marked.
Oh, how enticing.
But no.
Stop.
Enough.
Go back.
Back,
to Work.


4:58pm
I walk among the shelves,
one after another.
The books;
How I yearn to lay my eyes, my hands, on them.

I. Must. Focus.


6:36pm
Yes!
Finished reading Chem textbook.
Now to finish my magazine before i 踏上归途。


2 more days.

If Everyone Cared;

From underneath the trees, we watch the sky

Confusing stars for satellites

I never dreamed that you'd be mine

But here we are, we're here tonight

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive

If everyone cared and nobody cried

If everyone loved and nobody lied

If everyone shared and swallowed their pride

Then we'd see the day when nobody died

And I'm singing

Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive

Amen I, Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive

And in the air the fireflies

Our only light in paradise

We'll show the world they were wrong

And teach them all to sing along

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive

(I'm alive)

And as we lie beneath the stars

We realize how small we are

If they could love like you and me

Imagine what the world could be

If everyone cared and nobody cried

If everyone loved and nobody lied

If everyone shared and swallowed their pride

Then we'd see the day when nobody died

When nobody died...

~awesome Nickelback song...

let's make the world a better place;

Productive Afternoon =D a day of Realizations...

today, on the bus ride back home, i realised something:
i only blog when i'm emo, super high, crazy, restless/bored... basically, in states of emotional unstability.
so.. i present, my crappy emotional dumping ground. heh.

STUDY SESSION =D
i realized: there is a Study Lounge in the National Library (Bugis). But, it can be insanely crowded...
anyways... managed to finish e math paper! and that 1 para english thing!
thanks for the help, you guys =) it was really nice of y'all to sit with us in macs for a whole afternoon, even though your exams were over...
i realized: i need more common sense.
=>really scared for MYEs now... can't afford to fail ):

DINNER =)
the guy putting the food onto the trays... so funny. lol.
serving was... quite big (to me).
still feel pretty full now that i think about it....
i realized: i have failed to grasp the all-important skill of pasta-twirling.
hmm... for some reason, my state of mind then was.... kinda funky.
sorry if i looked sian, or anything like that... and i probably shouldn't have rambled so much before that... feel like some ***** now... sigh. x.x

i realized: there IS a postbox near bugis.
took us awhile, and a few questions, but we found it! haha...
the walk was uh... kinda random? lol. i now know how Raffles Hospital looks from all sides... but...strangely, it was good- and i needed it. going straight home would just make me stone in front of the computer, in stony silence...o.o-another bad pun and alliteration.
 This is why I can't do Exposition-> blatant absence of logic...

 ... finally, my body feels the lethargy my eyes are trying hard to ignore...
goodnight, tiny humans.


I feel so... not smart right now.
maybe... i never was. 

Run Baby Run;

sigh.. today was tiring. felt so noob running behind everyone... but i don't run so whaddya expect? i'm no Kenyan...
nevermind, it was still fun, finding mother's day presents and strawberry milk and hogging the RAC signup table and randoming with my bro & the rest... :D

 friends are the love, seriously. idk where i'd be without them... :)

i miss my books.
exams go away like please.



kay now i'm just crapping. bye world. back to trying to crap out some draft for zuowen.

World On Fire;

Hearts are worn in these dark ages
You're not alone in this story's pages
Night has fallen amongst the living and the dying
And I try to hold it in, yeah I try to hold it in

[Chorus]
The world's on fire and
It's more than I can handle
I'll tap into the water
(I try to pull my ship)
I try to bring more
More than I can handle
(Bring it to the table)
Bring what I am able

I watch the heavens and I find a calling
Something I can do to change this moment
Stay close to me while the sky is falling
Don't wanna be left alone, don't wanna be alone

[Chorus]

Hearts break, hearts mend
Love still hurts
Visions clash, planes crash
Still there's talk of
Saving souls, still the cold
Is closing in on us

We part the veil on our killer sun
Stray from the straight line on this short run
The more we take, the less we become
A fortune of one that means less for some

[Chorus X2]


 The stress is getting to me;

give me the strength to triumph.  

good times pass so quickly;

wow... it's been like, a century since this place has seen some action...
oh well. who reads this anyway?

i suddenly feel like posting, idk why.



 HCI [Ortus] Exchange was... awesome. can't think of any other way to describe it. really missing those stress-free five days... now i'm back in school and it's a wonder i haven't cracked, what with the addition of campaigning (which reminds me- SPEECH! POSTERS! ahhh...)

Just thought I'd relive the good times...:
...
damn. blogger sucks at uploading pics.
nvm. there's always facebook ;D




Dance Night...
what can i say.
I HEART<3 DANCE!

these just say it all:

"There are likewise three kinds of dancers: first, those who consider dancing as a sort of gymnastic drill, made up of impersonal and graceful arabesques; second, those who, by concentrating their minds, lead the body into the rhythm of a desired emotion, expressing a remembered feeling or experience. And finally, there are those who convert the body into a luminous fluidity, surrendering it to the inspiration of the soul."
~Isadora Duncan

"Dancing is the loftiest, the most moving, the most beautiful of the arts, because it is not mere translation or abstraction from life; it is life itself."
~Havelock Ellis

yup yup.




grr blogger abit screwed today. sigh. maybe i'm just destined to say this all in my head.

ohwell.

Song of the Moment ~> Drowning - Backstreet Boys

HNY

Quote from Edith Lovejoy Pierce-

We will open the book. Its pages are blank. We are going to put words on them ourselves. The book is called "Opportunity" and its first chapter is New Year's Day.

Happy New Year, folks.

ATH-ON3 ONTO Headphones

Hey guys! Just helping JL post this:
She's selling authentic Audio-Technica ONTO headphones for just $24 dollars each! If you go look elsewhere, they cost around $35-$38 bucks... even at fairs! (believe me- i've been to SITEC, and it cost $38)
the three colours she has are white, pink and green (shown here). I'm not too sure about the shade of green, but this should be it, 'cos it's the most common one anyways...

negotiations are okay, but seriously, it's a darn good price already.
it's a good time for that christmas gift ;)

contact me if you want them. but hurry! 'cos one may be going soon.
:]

W.R.

ladies and gentlemen, nothing further.

Be Happy... you and i, Be Happy...

The Bossini advertisements playing on TV now.
Really like their outfits. haha.

and OMG i wanna watch Alvin & The Chipmunks 2!!
so darn cute.
"All the single ladies, all the single ladies..."

HEEHEEHEE.

"Andrew, will you please, with cherries on top, marry me?""Alright, I don't appreciate the sarcasm, but I'll do it. See you tomorrow."

Watched The Proposal with Mom and bro's friend's sis Bianca yesterday. Still love it! <3

Can't help but burst out in laughter every time i think about the forest "nature-worshiping" thing she did with Gammy. But then, they're Alaskan (which is the latest- 50th- state to be added to the USA, has Canada separating it from the rest, and was- and probably still is, in some rural area, i think- kinda tribal and everything), so it's pretty alright for Gammy, but i think Margaret still has a long way to go in terms of spontaneous chanting.

To prove my point:

"To the window, to the window;

To the wall, to the wall;

To the sweat drip down my balls;

To all you bitches crawl!"

Touche, huh? XD

And as Ryan (or in this case, Andrew) so aptly puts it:

"You're a FREAK!"

STILL CAN'T BELIEVE SHE EVER FOUND THIS;can't i watch SYTYCD in peace?!

i swear, if she so much as walks past my door, i'm gonna knock her teeth out.
(wearing industrial strength gloves, of course - goodness only knows what goes on in that shit-hole.)

people fantasize about getting laid, i fantasize about killing her.

goodness help me
'cos i can't take this raging evil no more.

would you dance, if i asked you to dance?

omg, wade robson is so darn cute... and sexy.
the more i look at him... damn, boy.

he's even been to Singapore!
for some Overdrive (Hip-Hop) competition.

so bloody cute, right?
what is it with those aussies??

to dance with him.... ahhh, hotness.
i can only dream.

 song of the moment: hero - enrique iglesias

Because You Live

song of the moment: Because You Live - Jesse McCartney

make me feel worthy again.

CHARLIE; jetaime...

COALs, sadly, is over... but i'll never forget the experiences, the bonds, the friendships, the DANCING :D

INSTRUCTORS,
thank you guys.
so, so much.
you guys were always there for us
to encourage
to reprimand
to laugh
to help
even though we weren't always at our best.

CHARLIE,
i don't know if it was the work of a higher being,
but i ended up with you guys,
through the misplacement of my form.
haha.
though at first, i know,
i was quite the asshole,
you guys were always so nice to me.
and for that,
i am very grateful.
well, we've come so far,
and this is how it ends-
BEST CAMPFIRE AWARD.
you guys were so good,
even dancers were jealous ^^
so yeah, even though opportunities may be super slim,
keep dancing B)
(wriggling counts, too. HAHA)

through thick and thin (and sewing), i must say, we were always there for each other;

so yeah, my love goes out to all of you,
and lastly, keep the faith..
and remember this: carpe diem-seize the day;

one day, charlie the monkey (or monkeys, actually) shall rule the world.
'cos we are ZAI
yeah, baby.

Fireproof.

Love Is Not A Fight - Warren Barfield
Love is not a place
To come and go as we please
It's a house we enter in
And then commit to never leave
So lock the door behind you
Throw away the key
We'll work it out together
Let it bring us
To our knees

Love is a shelter in a raging storm
Love is peace in the middle of a war
And if we try to leave may God send angels to guard the door
No, love in not a fight...but it's something worth fighting for

To some love is a word
That they can fall into
But when their falling out
keeping their word is hard to do

Love is a shelter in a raging storm
Love is peace in the middle of a war
And if we try to leave may God send angels to guard the door
No, love is not a fight...but it's something worth fighting for

Love will come to save us
If we'll only call
He will ask nothing from us
But demand we give our all

Love is a shelter in a raging storm
Love is peace in the middle of a war
And if we try to leave may God send angels to guard the door
No, love is not a fight... but it's something worth fighting for

Yes, I will fight for you
Would you fight for me?
It's worth fighting for, baby.

Unloved.

feeling so unloved right now.

seriously, i know you do.
but seriously, try to remember stuff i say okay?
and seriously, don't compare. it annoys the hell out of me.

seriously, my attitude is screwed.

triple science people, TRIPLE SCIENCE.

my biggest regret?
not being able to do lit.
then again, i don't fancy killing my hands.
then again, i'll miss out on the UK LIT TRIP.
then again, i don't have the cash for that.
so, then again, my regret will "shrink".

then again, school ain't all about whatcha wanna do.

Blackwood Farm

"The young are eternally desperate... And books, they offer one hope- that a whole new universe might open up from between the covers, and falling into that new universe, one is saved."

-Lestat,

Blackwood Farm

How true, people, how true...

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streaming posting results tomorrow. don't wish me luck, 'cos i don't know what i'm hoping to luck out on, exactly. hah hah.

btw, picking up the pieces is pretty challenging.

random musings:

1.dragonboating was super fun.

2.i didn't end up getting a tan/sunburn.

3. the sunblock turned out to be effective.

4.i need a new blogskin.

okay this is seriously pretty accurate:
http://horoscopes.aol.tarot.com/astrology/horoscopes/zodiac-signs/?sign=aries


cca tmr. campfire item choreo-ing with irene tmr.
darn, should have wrapped my new purchases earlier.
oh well. waking up at 7.30 tmr.
must, nicole. MUST.